I just need to vent.... some of you may have heard about Jesse Cale, an 18yo boy who went missing while camping with a friend about 1/4 mile from his house near the Hudson River. I know his parents well and went to school with them both. The last couple of nights I've been searching until just before daybreak, along with other friends of the family, when the search and rescue teams come back with no luck. The dogs followed his trail into a field .... and they lost the trail right in the middle of the field!! I figure he doubled back towards the river. He has a history of seizures and I fear the worst that the river has him. Just the fact that Jesse has been camping and fishing there all these years and NOW he comes up missing is pizzing me off!! I'm saddened deeply for his Mother and Father and the rest of his family and I'm f***ing tired but I can't stop thinking about where he MAY be or the possibility of him still being alive but hurt. He went missing around 12am Saturday .... here it is 10:50pm Monday night and nothing. I'm heading back out again rain or not. Maybe a lot of prayers will help Jesse and his family at this time?? I don't know ... I do know this f***ing pizzes me off!!! Especially when I can't find him and I see the pain in his parents eyes!! DAMNIT!!!